I am tired.

I am tired of surviving this life instead of living it. What does surviving mean you ask?

Surviving is the act of peddling through life with small amounts of fun, but mostly worried about what is around the next corner and how you will make it through. It’s not a pleasant time, surviving. You miss out on adventure, on fun, on LIFE. Most people will never understand this. They have never truly had to survive. They have others to rely on, family to rely on and small financial worry/burdens. Surviving is like being a hermit, except that instead of staying under a rock (or in your home) you are experiencing the external world just for what it is which in this case is simply: work.

I need help. I need to feel like I belong. I need to listen to my heart.

But HOW?